Lazy, tired, with too much to do

I'm really too busy to write anything, though I have much to say. So, I'll summarize in a rather disappointing manner:

*school goes on. 3 months to graduation.
*time goes on. 140 days to mid tour.
*life goes on. 5 days since I had a distressing phone call from Andrew. More on that later, of course :)
And now for your viewing pleasure, a pic sent to me by my beloved mother, found on her beloved LOLcats:

sighs a million

Ah, existence. It's rather a miracle sometimes. I feel like today I have everything and nothing to say... I think mostly I'm still, yes--still--avoiding finishing my epic suicide paper for the symposium next month --irk. So I'm trying to ponce around, doing everything else, instead of settling my brain towards a single task for 2 hours, during which I could probably finish that paper.
But of course, no. I think the biggest problem is that my head is still in "summer" gear---except that I was able to write papers for my summer lit class...
So that excuse goes out the window. GAH let's be honest, people! My head/brain/mind/thinking-bits are completely fixated on this midtour wedding thing! Now that it's becoming more and more likely (and it's only 5 months away... gasps and terror...), I just can't think straight. I mean, it's not even like I've got my head full of weddings and dresses and flowers or whatever---my head is just just just completely unfocused! AGH!
So pray for me, that I can start making sense in my own poor head.